Updates! (Part 1)
It has been a long time since I last blog. The last entry posted by me was in week 4! And the term has ended now and 1 week of holidays has passed! And my niece is 3.5 months old now! HOW TIME FLIES! Many things happened during the short span of a few weeks. Let me take the time to slowly recount them to you. (:
1. Studies/school term
This term can be considered my most xiong term in SMU ever. I only took 3 modules this term but it feels worse than taking 5 modules! AFA, AT and TP. OMG. I never want to repeat this kind of combination ever again. AFA is the xiong-est module I ever took in SMU. AFA requires 200% of your time, leaving you with no time for other modules. AFA ruins everything. First, you won’t be able to score no matter how hard you study or how much time you put in for the module. Second, it leaves you with no time for other modules, which means that your other modules will just go down the drain, which is why I believe AFA is known as THE KILLER MODULE in SMU. T.T Exams were just as screwed. I have no idea how unprepared or how screwed I can get for the exams. This kind of things never happen in Secondary school or JC. But WHY, WHY, WHY is this happening in University? Am I too tired after studying so long in the education system? I no longer feel the sense of urgency or competitiveness or passion for my results. Results to me, are no longer as important as they seem in Secondary school and JC. =.= I have no idea what happened. I WANT TO FIND BACK THE OLD ME!
Anyway exams suck as usual. TP was disappointing because we had the past year paper but I did not have the time to go through with Kien Te and that is devastating. Because our paper is not the normal/main-stream kind of questions. Our paper was a stunner and I did not prepare for those kind of questions. =(
AFA. OMG. My worse ever paper in school. I was not able to complete A SINGLE QUESTION for the paper. =( After so much effort put in, this is what I get. Actually, I feel quite demoralized after the paper because I feel this is the perfect situation whereby effort does not equate to results. =(
AT. Another OMG. I only started studying for AT 2 days before the exam. The topics that I spotted all did not come out. Those that I thought were unimportant came out. =( SCREWED UP BIG TIME. =(
